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Chapter Thirteen
On Fire
"Deliver me out of the mire, and let me not sink: let me be delivered from them
that hate me, and out of the deep waters."
~ Psalm 69:14 ~
 zumi
closed the front door, to find her mother pacing the floor.
Izumi was ready to give the answer John had told her to say, but Anna didn't ask
any questions. Instead, she glared at her daughter, with an intense hatred that scared
Izumi. She held on tightly to the card John had given her, as if her life depended
on it.
"It's your fault," said Anna, twisting the pillow she held tightly in her
arms. "I never had any trouble until the day you were born." Izumi froze.
"Yoichi loved me," she stated firmly, pacing the floor once more, "until
he saw you." Izumi sank to the floor, stunned by what her mother had just said.
Yoichi had, on several occasions, made advances toward Izumi that were unnatural
for a father to feel for his daughter. Izumi had successfully discouraged him, however,
by sleeping in front of the window, in the moonlight. Her father did not like the
light, for it was to revealing. As long as she stayed there, she remained safe. Izumi
had always thought it lucky that none of her father's attempts were successful. But
as she sat on the floor, listening to her mother's wickedness, she realized that
God had not forgotten her, even then. She opened her hand, and read the card that
John had shoved into it, before sending her inside.
"He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. ~ 1 John 4:8 ~",
and "If God be for us, who can be against us? ~ Romans 8:31 ~" They were
only a few of the many verses that John had crammed onto the card, but these two
stood out from the rest. When Izumi turned the card over, it said, in bold letters,
"COURAGE." A flood of peace rushed into Izumi's heart. She looked at her
mother. It was time for her to speak. Anna was shocked to see her daughter get up
from the floor, and look straight into her face.
"All my life, I have been fighting for your love. I thought I could not live
without it. But, I was wrong. I have learned what true love is, and you have shown
me what it is not. This family has never loved, for we have never known God. 'He
that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love,'" she quoted. "Yesterday,
I asked God to never forget me. Today, I discovered that He never forgot, even before
I became a Christian." Anna slapped Izumi when she heard the word "Christian."
The slap stung her face, but Izumi was glad she had spoken when she did. When Anna
saw that her daughter was no longer afraid of her, she began to gather their luggage.
Izumi quickly opened the front door, fleeing from the house as if it were on fire.
She raced to John's home, praying he would be there. As she neared his gate, Izumi
saw someone suddenly get up from the porch swing, causing it to rock violently. John
appeared from the shadows, running to meet her at the gate. He quickly inspected
her, making sure she was all right.
"Thank God," she heard him say, in a low voice. Before she could open her
mouth, John had her by the hand. "I'm never letting you out of my sight, again!"
Izumi smiled in amazement.
"Where are we going?" she asked, as he strode rapidly down the walk, dragging
her behind.
"We're getting married," he stated, matter-of-factly. John suddenly swerved,
facing Izumi. "Unless, you don't want to marry me. I can't offer you very much...
except myself."
"I wouldn't marry you for anything less. Oh John, I love you so much,"
she whispered. "God knew what He was doing, when he brought us together."
Izumi could read the consolation on John's face.
"I've always said you knew how to break my heart."
"Get used to it," teased Izumi, smiling through her tears. John quickly
resumed his brisk walk, for the sooner they were married, the better.
"God setteth the solitary in families: He bringeth
out those which are bound with chains: but the rebellious dwell in a dry land."
~ Psalm 68:6 ~
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